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Thursday, August 24, 2006 |
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You are nonchalant about it.... but deep inside it cuts me once again..
You may have forget and moved.. but its still lives in me.
The Cold.. Harse.. Emotionless front, masked the real .........
I dun want that mask....... |
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 |
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It has been exactly a month...
The wounds still fresh...
The tears still hot...
The memories remains as vivid...
Couldn't escape from the clutches of the past...
Spirits can't douse that feeling..
Nothing fills the void...
Salvation... I seek... |
5th week of Sem 2.. For UWA..
3rd week for NTU..NUS...
1st week for SMU..
Correct me if I'm wrong...
That 'feeling' struck again..... my mood is oscillating once again.. |
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Thursday, August 17, 2006 |
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Super sleepy... Overslept this morning.. rush to school for lesson.. Luckily, I drove a car or I'll be late.. Now I'm still feeling the drowsiness in my head..
And I guess all boils down to last nite's sleep... I had a strange dream.. seems like a nightmare and a rather sad one too.. There are 2 mysterious gers, my mum and a few close friends were the characters in my dream.. I shall not reveal the details of it.. haha..
The funny thing is whenever I had dreams I'll be sleeping on my stomach.. This happened most of the time and I'll wake up with a backache.. This prompted me do a 'lil research' on sleeping position and i came acoss this interesting article.. Check out the last position guys.. haha..
http://www.sheetudeep.com/funny10.html |
Time really flies...
This is the 4th week of sem 2.. and next week physics test, Chem assigments and Bio lab reports will be due..
However, none of these are worst den injuring yourself and on the verge of falling sick round this time. The vicious cycle was about to begin.. sprained my ankle last week and yesterday, I was feeling feverish with bodyache.. I hope I had done enough to stop my health from deteriorating.. drinking more fluid and sleeping early for example...
Maybe the late nights for the past weekends were too much for my body and began to take its toll.
Just a few weeks ago, I saw this MSN nick of my fren.. " I need more hugs, not Drugs"
Rather meaningful rite?? Haa...
Well.. back to my lab report.. |
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Saturday, August 12, 2006 |
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Just came back from another drinking session with one of my hse mate at a stripclub...
Nothing to see really... Nothing interest me... I tot its finally a time for me to gauge myself with this.... a colorgenics test....
At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.
You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.
It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.
For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.
You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself.
But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes. |
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Thursday, August 10, 2006 |
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There is this saying... Music reflects your mood...
Is this true..??
No more Mambo.. no more RnB.. there goes the chinese pop and euro dance... no more lovey dovy songs too... so sick of them...
Flavour of the moment.. Japanese Gothic Rock.. ~Malice Mizer~Dir en Grey..
So wad do they reflect?? Anyone?? Enlighten me... |
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006 |
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On that day you left
You waved your hand and say ' Goodbye '
As if we would see each other again...
To believe in love...
Means you will not lose yourself
Till all your dreams come true
I'll be smiling and looking up at the stars and pray...
And I'll be here
To be your sky
And envelope your sadness
Whenever you look up, you are not alone
Even if you are far away
You know you have a place to come back to.....
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It used to be a memorable date..
and it will still be... |
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Nom: hEnryk
age: 22
Passe-temps: Sport de Moteur , le football , dragonboating
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M@il: linhian_84@hotmail.com
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