Wednesday, November 15, 2006  
   
Last Entry

It was a mental torturing ordeal since Sunday. Fever... Sleepless nite... No one to turn when looking for some one to talk... Voiceless screaming.. Thinking too hard.. too much... It will end soon...

Seeing those words coming from you this afternoon. I knew exactly what is mean and what it implies for me. It is a cue for me to do something. Something drastic and effective. I guess the pressure for you was too much to handle. You have grown. You are right on when you mention about consideration. Thinking in place for someone, was something that you should have been done 6 months ago...
Well... not to bring up the past, still it is not too late to do so even as of now. The least you could do was to chuck aways those rotten apples and enjoy the fruits of your new labour....

Back dating 12 years ago, back to those days when we were in Primary schools. Did you ever tell or labelled your friends, " XXX, You are my 2nd best friend, YYY you are my 3rd best friend... ZZZ you are my good friend... PPP you are .... friend. " I think I did, haha.. now all of it seems so kiddish and funny to me. So who shall be the "best of the best friends"? haha.. I guess the hierarchy come about based on who is sitting beside you in class. Who did you spent the most time playing with during recess time or even who lent you work to copy in school. Hahaha..

Now, bringing us back to the new millennium, how many true friends do we have? (Noticed that I have decided to use the word 'true' as I dunno how to judge best, good or to numbered my friends after these years) And how do we judge if we should give someone the title "True/Best Friends"?

Duration of friendship? Be there when you need them? Always ready to lend a ear? How well you guys clicked together? The amount of drinking sessions together? So much factors and I dun even knew the answer myself. But as far as I know, I do have True Friends. And I'll be there for my friends if they need me.

Friends...

To all my friends who frequent this blog... To blog surfer who happened to be reading this... This is it... The last entry of my blog...

Consacrez à elle
Pour elle il commence...
Pour elle il fini...
Des amis nous restons...
Merci...
  henryk at 1:56 AM  
   


  Friday, November 03, 2006  
   
22nd Birthday...

That was a nice "gift"...

I truly appreciate that song...

Simple.. yet heart warming...

I could'nt hold myself back...

Thank you...
  henryk at 12:14 AM  
   


  Sunday, October 15, 2006  
   
Sunday morning and I'm having a headache and feeling stony.. I only had a bottle last nite and thats freaking little compared to my normal intake.. But I had a strange dream last night again and maybe thats explain this sluggishness. I have noticed that whenever I dream during my sleep, I'll be feeling very tired and sluggish the next day instead of being refreshed.
Really strange and almost real.. As I have been that room countless of times, lying down on that messy queen size bed used to be half occupied with Baby Tiggers.... Lazing around.. As we chat, tear started rolling down her cheek.. Very Slowly.... We draw toward each other slowly and a long hug ensued....
  henryk at 10:52 AM  
   


  Monday, October 09, 2006  
   
Just came home from school.. Yea.. 9 am and I'm back from school.. This happens when you have a car and stay 5mins drive away from school. Had my Stats test early in the morin" hopefully I'll do better this time round... I think I would...

Argh... my wrist still hurt from last sat's gym - turn - boxing session.. I was doing my test at a amazing slow speed.. My house mate, ZQ is a recreation thai boxer. Recent conversation with him, I told him about the various kinds of bags and equipment that the UWA gym had and that rekindled his boxing spirit. I brought him there that week and in response he taught me some move.

Haha.. why not? I thought to myself.. They might come in useful if I encounter some jerks on the street. Nah.. Kidding leart for fun and the chances for me to get into a brawl aren't that much either..

Conclusion.. Boxing is a tiring work out.
  henryk at 9:12 AM  
   


  Tuesday, October 03, 2006  
   
Busy day... Busy week ahead...I'm not suppose to be here and waste my time...
But there's something I heard today over lunch and pissed me off big time.

Was a sitting alone having lunch and this group of supposely Singaporeans I guess was sitting a table away from me.. Their pressence in the cafe caught my attention as there is this guy with a ''kiam pa'' face which you can see even miles away. Of all places they chose to sit so close to me in a rather vacant cafe. Soon smoke start billowing from that table and luckily I was at the windward side. And gradually their loud discussion started...

A: .... Ya.. I knew that gal, she is also from singapore mah...

B: .... I heard she got BF already.. dunno here or back home...

C: .... ai yah.. Maybe before me there were others and even without me there will also be other people..

B: .... so you are serious about it??

C: .... why not?? This is 'seriously' going to be challenging

I walked away after that his last sentence. What a jerk! Fuck!!
  henryk at 9:29 PM  
   


  Friday, September 29, 2006  
   
Quiet Friday evening

Finally taking a bit of breather.. Thats it for all the task due this week..

Quiet Friday evening eh.. While most people finished up with their work and planned for their weekends with their loved ones, party animals are starting to gather their brethen to the hottest club in town.. Well... I'm cooping myself up in this small little cell of mine. Blog surfing... friendster browsing... yahoo fantasy soccer researching... Sorting out mp3s... Viewing photos relieving those wonderful memories... I tried everyting I could to stop myself from spiralling out of control again...

It was really quiet.. too quiet for a friday
  henryk at 7:10 PM  
   


  Thursday, September 28, 2006  
   
Coming to an end of a busy week.. Things are surely going faster now.. Stats test, 2 biology write up, 2 more chemistry report lining up next week.. It's tough eh...?? When you are facing it alone without any support without any encouragement.. nah.. nothing is harder than dealing with my own pathetic state of mind..

There's no aim or objectives.. I'm just doing the work in accordance to the assigned dateline... before i knew it..exams will be here.. In about another month or so.. I'll be back home.. Singapore.. I know my family and all my buddies miss my presence.. but recently I just dun feel like returning anymore.. I just wanna hole up here... What would be my objective for going back...?? What am I gonna do back home..?? Would I be destructive?? Would I do things that I won't even forgive myself... or would I self-destruct.. You are doing fine.. looking good.. No worries.. the flight back home have not been booked... I guess i would be staying put here....

I'm restricting myself.. I'm holding it back... I've not dial that number for 2 days... I made myself invisible.. I'm hiding.. I'm sure it will do more good den harm to the others...
  henryk at 8:22 PM  
   


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